God won’t explain everything...

It all started December 2016 , I felt like I was on the verge of being fired from my job . Things started to feel uncomfortable. Managers were targeting me, eventually some of those same managers were let go. Karma! What goes around comes around! Although some were fired I still felt trapped. So I prayed and prayed and applied for numerous jobs. A month later I received interviews like crazy for the state ! But the one job that I didn’t understand or think I could see myself pursuing called me back for a second interview. That interview got me that job . I went from being a Pharmacy Tech to Lab Technician for the State. Don’t get me wrong, Yes I wanted a new job but who knew that it would cause me to work at slower pace, more independent level ( which is fine), and be totally away from what I prayed for. I thought God was playing tricks on me! Everyday I asked God why this job ? Why is it so slow at times ? Why did you place me here? Why, why, why ? I started feeling like I was being very impatient and ungrateful of the position God had placed me in. So I prayed to God for acceptance and strength instead of questioning him. After, I decided to outweigh the good versus the bad for both jobs. I notice that before this job I was over worked and under paid. Although the answer was becoming clear to me I still continued to work as a Pharmacy Technician, while doing my State job. In the mean time while I was going through this acceptance battle, co-workers in the pharmacy started to move up in higher positions and began to act funny. By August 2017 they had decided to take me off the schedule. PERMANENTLY! With no explanation and then I received an email from HR asking for an exit letter ! I was like WHATTT!! WHO IN THE HOCKEYYY STICKSss fired me !! Haha! They didn’t even have the guts to call and let me know. See God knew exactly what was about to happen. He knew that in 6 months I would be considered permanent as a Lab Tech with the STATE so my position would be secured. He knew that in order for me to let go (let God) and experience better he had to make me feel uncomfortable and give me a push. He knew that I had accepted the pharmacy job a little too much. That’s why God placed me in a space where I had to learn to accept the process and be grateful for the better position. Lol, I just thank God for placing me in another position before they stripped me of my old one. God has a funny way of doing things! Now it’s November 2019 and I’ve experienced 5 promotions within 2 years! I must say God is AMAZING!